Peaking

Cause like, what the fuck was that? Last time since I wrote 6 months have passed, around that time, who knows, and what happened in the meanwhile? Basically everything you can imagine. I do not think I could’ve done more, it is crazy how much has happened.

Been doing this, that and then a bit more of this, how could I even explain or like, write up on everything that has happened. I feel so emotional all of the time, it doesn’t come to me as a craving to write anymore. It’s as if everything that is there to be said has been said, although I know it is not true, it sure does feel like it. There is more work to be done, this may turn into a more technical blog, but it pains me so much to just not do a little 5 year evaluation of everything that has been done, that would be a great honor to the kid:) for everything he has sacrificed. I love him for everything he has been and everything he hasn’t been..

so, to reiterate on some thing, first of all, uni’s done, so much for that, took a while.

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Almost threw myself from a building in 2022, keep that in mind, if only he knew it was gonna get worse, from living in a dorm that didn’t fit me, to living in a roach infested complex, I wish I had a photo of the roaches, they were dark and the size of a baby’s fist.

Now, 3 years of living in this crib. Officially this august.

This is how it looks sometimes, I don’t hate it, but it bothers me at times.

What else is new little me, there is so much to tell you. We wrote 5-6 research papers! Got cited 4 times. Someone thought we wrote something cool and cited us, you and me and some other awesome people. Yea, about that.

We met sooo many cool people, can’t even begin to tell you, this person, that person, so many cool people. Like, can’t even begin to tell you how many people you encounter on your way to the top. They are so cool that the top doesn’t even feel lonely anymore, you brought them with you.

Even in the moments you felt like absolute shit you still did your best to improve and inspire people around you, this is why you’re appreciated, and not only you did it for others, you did it for yourself. That’s why I’m most thankful to you. I will always love you, and I will always miss you. I love writing letters to you. Maybe if we go back in time you could see what I think of you even though you thought you sucked, I wish I could comfort you and tell you it would be okay. You worried too much and were too concerned about being yourself to be yourself.

You were someone else for so long you forgot how to be yourself, don’t worry, I remedied that. Until soon. I wish you could see this. Goodbye.

This maybe a peak. But its only a local maximum. I got something big in the works. And I intend on getting it out there and creating an impact. Stay tuned.

void HelloWorld(){
  printf("Goodbye World! \n");
}