Headache

Hello. I have said in the past I mostly write when I am sad. That hasn’t happened in a while so it may have affected my writing schedule. Would need to make a writing goal if this should become a habit, but there is simply nothing to be sad about, just stress, and some light dosing of burning out. Although, forcing writing upon myself may cause additional burnout, it would be better to write for the sake of writing than to just not write at all. Two posts a month is all it takes.

What are headaches even about??? You could understand a migraine… bloodvessels expanding and shit. But how do you get a headache from stress. Been having a lot of those lately. Been into 2 jobs recently. Been sucking at both of them to be honest. I’ve been having a social life. I don’t really know how I feel about that. It’s kinda odd. Having a social life, sucking at your job. Just doesn’t rub me the right way. Its kinda odd. But at times I enjoy being odd, but it might be the time to switch it up a lil.

Just thought of starting this new company and calling it “Mad Scientist Systems”. Been working on something small with a friend. That’s gonna be awesome. That’s the nail in the coffin for the social life. For the time being… it’s good to isolate a bit. Sleep early. Enjoy tea. Not everything needs to be at a break neck pace with schedules and people and time overlaps… sometimes you just want to slow down. I want to slow down.

It gives you a headache. After a certain amount of time it just becomes a part of who you are. A stressball. Someone should squeeze me.

I’ve realized every single post I make is my life update. But that happens when you don’t write for months. I am about to release all of my ideas tonight.